pauguga või ilma?

i always thought that if i saw someone die in front of my eyes i would scream my lungs out or just vomit.

it was only my feet that felt weak. they all started to run, someone screamed téléphone, téléphone, appele..something. but they were just doing tricks, i thought. it crashed head first on the field.

having seen the firefighter's cars racing through their village, people were coming up to us, qu'est-ce qui se passe?

un accident. d'avion, i replied.

having realised i wasn't french they used their hands to demonstrate a plane crash and the looks on their faces were: oui? non?

i nodded.

they both died immediately, but i kept on hoping ''they are alive, they are alive'', when we were waiting for the police.

we have their dog now. her name means soul in polish.