virtual disorder

it comes out some people are actually interested in my monologues. so i decided i'd get my computer out (from under my bed). i had to literally blow the dust off it, like i'd found an old, forgotten treasure box. magically there was internet inside it. or maybe it's just that my brother has been skipping the vacuum cleaning in my room.

i was so surprised on thursday. it comes out there actually are people who understand me, just as i had said i wished someone did. at last, someone whom i can talk to about things without them thinking i am a psycho.

and on friday i was given the opportunity to learn french, through economics. i am almost the only one being optimistic about it. the more people say i am insane, the more i want to do it. head first into unclear water.