i should stop running the scenarios in my head

what if everything is going to be alright after all? how scary does that sound? think about it, what are the chances of fucking it up? unless you touch, get pregnant and die, of course :D or turn out to be a drug addict.

yeah, i guess my serotonin levels have reached a fatally high level.

i found raphaël's album caravane, that my mum gave my sister when we first moved here. we used to call him the guy who whines, because a lot of his songs do actually sound like he is crying into the microphone. this time youtube had the video. here.

i think i will write in italics now, i like it a lot.

grey is a depressing colour, right?