get out of my house!!

sometimes i wish i didn't know anyone. that no one would talk to me, i wouldn't have to listen to all the pointless things people have to say to me, that i have heard about a million times before. that people would see through me, and if someone said my name, everyone would either say ''oh, yeah, i totally forgot she existed'' or ''who? never seen that one''. i would never have to worry about others, i could listen to music all the time and just live in my own world.

sometimes i practice that, and people start saying things like, ''wow, you're depressed'', ''you didn't sleep well, did you?'', ''you are not yourself today''. next time you'll know i am practicing my own religion.